To be is like, being true to yourself no matter what happens. It's like showing who you are and what you've got. As a student I need to be myself and show them that I can be who I wanna be. I need to study hard just like how I study back when I was an elementary student.
Not to be is like, controlling your temper. I can be mad when I lose my temper. It's like not to be bad or else we'll be kicked out. I will say I have a very long patience because my classmates have been bullying me since first year. They knew that they hurt my feelings but they won't stop. They're so lucky I'm not a sadist this time. I almost killed my classmate way back in elementary. I was just trying to stop him from fighting with my other classmate. After the fight he bullied me and blamed me for everything. I lost my patience and I punched him so strong that he fell on the ground and he vomited too much blood. He was brought to the clinic and me to the guidance office. And it ended up he moved to some other school. The same thing happened to my "bestfriend" (daw). She's so mean and so maarte. She bullied me for a long time and when I had lost my patience again, I punched her too. She cried but she didn't transfer.
That's why I'm just silent when they tease me. I don't like ending up punching them and sending them to the clinic. I am scared of what will happen when I lose my patience on them. I know it's a "not to be" but I can't help it. A little more bullying and I will send them to the hospital or to the grave.
I'm not joking. I can hurt or kill anyone at anytime.
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