Starting a new life in the same school was like the usual. I had these thoughts that things will be the same like before. I was inactive before, I don't care about my surroundings. But everything changed when I entered the Junior life.
It was boring the first time I went to our classroom. The faces were still the same, nothing's new. Except for the subjects and teachers. I knew my world would be rocked because I have realized that my classmates were kind of party rockers. And I'm right. Everyday was sort of funny, sarcastic, helpless, boring, and dramatic. I always end up smiling and laughing. I never thought of having this school year so much fuuuuuun!!!
Everything was magical, from June 6 up to now. I met new friends who changed me and made me a stronger person. Whenever I'm not feeling well, they're always there to cheer me up. But others are not in favor of me and my happiness. They tend to get mad everytime I smile. What's their problem? I have no idea.
As time passes by, Junior life gets complicated with the lessons, along with each personal problems. It was difficult at first but after some time, you'll realize it was nothing compared to others.
Self-confidence is always important to express your thoughts. Junior life is always challenging. You've gotta keep your feet on the ground and trust yourself.
Sabado, Pebrero 15, 2014
So Let's Just Laugh With Our Hearts Out And Forget Our Nonsense Fights
To my dearest Khyle,
It has been months since that day, that day when we became friends, and at the same time lovers. We're not really lovers, just between friends and lovers. I never thought of having you by my side. Who am I to have a strong and loving man? I don't know. I am so thankful He gave me you.
Things get complicated at times that we fight. It's always me who starts the fight. I'm stupid, bipolar, short-tempered, and attention seeker. Admit it or admit it, you know I'm right. It's always you who's apologizing, even if it's not your fault. I feel so sorry for you, my dearest.
I don't really like it when we fight. It hurts here, here on my heart. Deep inside there's a gush of conscience that knocks on it. I don't know what to do or what to feel. Sometimes I want you to be with me, because I miss you, a lot. Even after we said goodbye, still, I miss you.
You're too sweet to be my honey and I'm too old to be your baby. But you'll still and always be my honey. I'm sorry if I'm close with boys. Don't get me wrong. Even when I'm with them, I still think of you. What are you doing? Are you happy or down? Are you playing with Eilrohn again? Or sleeping? Maybe you're sick, or tired. Maybe you're depress or disappointed. A lot of things can happen when we are not together.
Everytime I hurt you, my heart floats on tears. I'm really sorry for every mistake I made. I promise to be a better girl for you, only for you. Koishiteru, honey. ^_^ <3
It has been months since that day, that day when we became friends, and at the same time lovers. We're not really lovers, just between friends and lovers. I never thought of having you by my side. Who am I to have a strong and loving man? I don't know. I am so thankful He gave me you.
Things get complicated at times that we fight. It's always me who starts the fight. I'm stupid, bipolar, short-tempered, and attention seeker. Admit it or admit it, you know I'm right. It's always you who's apologizing, even if it's not your fault. I feel so sorry for you, my dearest.
I don't really like it when we fight. It hurts here, here on my heart. Deep inside there's a gush of conscience that knocks on it. I don't know what to do or what to feel. Sometimes I want you to be with me, because I miss you, a lot. Even after we said goodbye, still, I miss you.
You're too sweet to be my honey and I'm too old to be your baby. But you'll still and always be my honey. I'm sorry if I'm close with boys. Don't get me wrong. Even when I'm with them, I still think of you. What are you doing? Are you happy or down? Are you playing with Eilrohn again? Or sleeping? Maybe you're sick, or tired. Maybe you're depress or disappointed. A lot of things can happen when we are not together.
Everytime I hurt you, my heart floats on tears. I'm really sorry for every mistake I made. I promise to be a better girl for you, only for you. Koishiteru, honey. ^_^ <3
Yours 'till eternity,
Xyrzazazaaa :)))
Sabado, Pebrero 1, 2014
Myself?
Am I special? Why or why not?
No, I'm not special. Maybe I am, but right now, I don't think I am. Some say I am special but I don't believe them. I don't know everything about myself yet. I'm still discovering it piece by piece. I'm not rushing myself. I just want to feel everything even the smallest piece because I won't be complete without it.
No, I'm not special. Maybe I am, but right now, I don't think I am. Some say I am special but I don't believe them. I don't know everything about myself yet. I'm still discovering it piece by piece. I'm not rushing myself. I just want to feel everything even the smallest piece because I won't be complete without it.
Sabado, Enero 25, 2014
Love is Bitter Sweet
Falling in love is like having a party with your friends and ending up scolded by your parents. It's like watching the night sky and the grasses are high they touch your back when you lay on them. It's tickling, chilling, and thrilling you. Falling in love is easy, but difficult afterwards.
Love is a sweet candy. You'll get hooked to it after you knew how it tastes like. You'll do anything just to have it. Sharing this candy is the hardest part. You'll never know if the person loves you back. Love is sometimes selfish. But you know it's colorful like the spring. All things bloom to you when you are in love. They seem to glow like fireflies. Love is a cup of happiness.
It's like summer. You're fond of the sun that gives my life light. He is your sun, he gives the light you need in your dark pathway. It feels coldly hot when he walks by 'cause you are perspiring like a tired runner.
Love is fall. From the day you fell up to the day you'll fall apart. The gravity that falls you down on your knees. You just can't keep yourself from rising. But some are far from shy when they are in love. They're really showing their affections that they look like whores. No, they're not whores. They are just itchy worms wanting to fly their skirts up.
Well, sometimes love is like winter, so cold and so lonely. It's dark and ominous, like when you fall apart. Every thing loses its glow. The colors seems to fade, the flowers are withering, and the skies, so grey like a storm is coming. The smile you have when you were in love was gone. It is all silent, and you just want to end it so soon. Aww </3 Moving on is like pushing a wall. The more effort you exert, the more force will act upon you.
Memories are cute and sweet or bitter and ugly. But sometimes they are neither of the two, BITTER SWEET.
Love is a sweet candy. You'll get hooked to it after you knew how it tastes like. You'll do anything just to have it. Sharing this candy is the hardest part. You'll never know if the person loves you back. Love is sometimes selfish. But you know it's colorful like the spring. All things bloom to you when you are in love. They seem to glow like fireflies. Love is a cup of happiness.
It's like summer. You're fond of the sun that gives my life light. He is your sun, he gives the light you need in your dark pathway. It feels coldly hot when he walks by 'cause you are perspiring like a tired runner.
Love is fall. From the day you fell up to the day you'll fall apart. The gravity that falls you down on your knees. You just can't keep yourself from rising. But some are far from shy when they are in love. They're really showing their affections that they look like whores. No, they're not whores. They are just itchy worms wanting to fly their skirts up.
Well, sometimes love is like winter, so cold and so lonely. It's dark and ominous, like when you fall apart. Every thing loses its glow. The colors seems to fade, the flowers are withering, and the skies, so grey like a storm is coming. The smile you have when you were in love was gone. It is all silent, and you just want to end it so soon. Aww </3 Moving on is like pushing a wall. The more effort you exert, the more force will act upon you.
Memories are cute and sweet or bitter and ugly. But sometimes they are neither of the two, BITTER SWEET.
A Prayer For My Parents
Dear God,
I don’t
know how it feels to be a parent. But thank you for giving me a patient pair. They’re
always telling me that it is hard being a parent. I don’t understand. Maybe I will
if I’m already one someday.
I am so
blessed to have them. They always remind me to study every day. They care and
love us, and that love cannot be compared with anything. They are my strength
and they inspire me to keep moving forward. I don’t know how to say it in words
because I’m kind of shy.
So, how
do I begin this? Let me just say thank you. For what? For giving me life, for
raising me, for letting me study, for understanding me as a teenager, for
staying by my side, for supporting and guiding me, for loving me, for forgiving
me, for everything! I won’t be this without them.
I just
want them to be happy for the rest of their lives. I don’t want them to regret
things they did before. Just blessed them as what they deserve. And continue
giving them a lot of patience. Please don’t make them sick and weak because
they are my strength. I pray that all parents will be happy and at peace.Dear God,
I don’t
know how it feels to be a parent. But thank you for giving me a patient pair. They’re
always telling me that it is hard being a parent. I don’t understand. Maybe I will
if I’m already one someday.
I am so
blessed to have them. They always remind me to study every day. They care and
love us, and that love cannot be compared with anything. They are my strength
and they inspire me to keep moving forward. I don’t know how to say it in words
because I’m kind of shy.
So, how
do I begin this? Let me just say thank you. For what? For giving me life, for
raising me, for letting me study, for understanding me as a teenager, for
staying by my side, for supporting and guiding me, for loving me, for forgiving
me, for everything! I won’t be this without them.
I just
want them to be happy for the rest of their lives. I don’t want them to regret
things they did before. Just blessed them as what they deserve. And continue
giving them a lot of patience. Please don’t make them sick and weak because
they are my strength. I pray that all parents will be happy and at peace.
Sincerely yours,
~Xyrza :)
Sincerely yours,
~Xyrza :)
Sabado, Enero 4, 2014
Chit-Chatting with Taylor Swift! *0*
Yaaaaay! I will have an interview with the super famous and super star Taylor Swift! I'm so excited! Yikes.
I am a Swiftie. Uhmm.. I do fangirl other singers and bands but I really love Taylor. She's so amazing, like, she was once bullied at school and when she was discovered, the girls who bullied her were listening to her. She's an inspiration to me. A simple, ordinary, and plain schoolgirl who later turns into a superstar who rocks teenagers minds when she sings.
If she agrees to have an interview or a chit-chat with me, I'll be the happiest and luckiest girl in the world! Woohoo! I have to schedule the interview in a mall where we will shop and eat. I plan to chat with her inside a restaurant like Starbuck's. A sunny morning will be a good time. Now here's the questions I want to ask with her. I also predicted the answers.
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Taylor: Hi, Xyrza! I heard that you want to have an interview with me. So, what will we talk about?
Me: Hello, Taylor! I'm a Swiftie and yes, I want to chat with you. I am so lucky I got the chance to do this! Uhmm.. can I ask you questions? If you don't mind.
Taylor: I surely don't mind. I love chatting with my fans.
Me: So, how is it being a superstar?
Taylor: It's like the best thing ever! But it's not really. It's amazing of course but, sometimes it's embarrassing when you did a shameful thing.
Me: How do you consider your fans?
Taylor: I sign autographs and take pictures with them. I have chit-chat with them, just like this. But i don't like it when they intentionally take pictures of me without me knowing. Like when I'm buying my undies and they're really curious about which brand of undies I will buy.
Me: Oh, that's really an embarrassing one.
Me: How do you feel when people judge you about your love life? You know, they say you're annoying because you have a song for every boy you had an affair with.
Taylor: I get annoyed because I just express my feelings through songs. If they don't like me or my songs, then don't listen to my music.
Me: Yeah, you're right. They shouldn't judge you like that. Everybody experiences those kinds of relationships.
Taylor: Oh, are you broken hearted?
Me: No, in fact I'm taken. He's just so amazing. He checks if I.'m really okay, he's concerned. He always says he loves me.. and he says he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. I cam feel it, his love. Oh, I just can't compare him with anything else.
Taylor: Lucky you. Most guys aren't like that. They promise that they will love you forever but in reality they won't. It really hurts. I hope he is different.
Me: Yay! Thankies for your concern, Taylor. I hope you'll find a guy who won't cheat or lie to you. A guy who will love you and treat you like a princess. A guy who would want to marry you and grow old with you.
Taylor: Aww. Thank you for that.
Me: Can you sing for me?
Taylor: Sure. What song?
Me: Ours will do. And ooh, can you also sing Enchanted, 22, Teardrops On My Guitar, and Forever and Always. Pleaaaaaaaase?
Taylor: Okay, honey.
(sings)
Me: You're welcome. Uhmm.. can we end this conversation now? It's getting near 3:00 pm. I have to do some homeworks.
Taylor: You're funny. Bye, take care. Goodluck to your homeworks.
Me: Bye, Taylor. You really have an amazing voice! I love you.
Taylor: Thank you. I love you too.
Me: Take care. Keep safe.
I am a Swiftie. Uhmm.. I do fangirl other singers and bands but I really love Taylor. She's so amazing, like, she was once bullied at school and when she was discovered, the girls who bullied her were listening to her. She's an inspiration to me. A simple, ordinary, and plain schoolgirl who later turns into a superstar who rocks teenagers minds when she sings.
If she agrees to have an interview or a chit-chat with me, I'll be the happiest and luckiest girl in the world! Woohoo! I have to schedule the interview in a mall where we will shop and eat. I plan to chat with her inside a restaurant like Starbuck's. A sunny morning will be a good time. Now here's the questions I want to ask with her. I also predicted the answers.
----
Taylor: Hi, Xyrza! I heard that you want to have an interview with me. So, what will we talk about?
Me: Hello, Taylor! I'm a Swiftie and yes, I want to chat with you. I am so lucky I got the chance to do this! Uhmm.. can I ask you questions? If you don't mind.
Taylor: I surely don't mind. I love chatting with my fans.
Me: So, how is it being a superstar?
Taylor: It's like the best thing ever! But it's not really. It's amazing of course but, sometimes it's embarrassing when you did a shameful thing.
Me: How do you consider your fans?
Taylor: I sign autographs and take pictures with them. I have chit-chat with them, just like this. But i don't like it when they intentionally take pictures of me without me knowing. Like when I'm buying my undies and they're really curious about which brand of undies I will buy.
Me: Oh, that's really an embarrassing one.
Me: How do you feel when people judge you about your love life? You know, they say you're annoying because you have a song for every boy you had an affair with.
Taylor: I get annoyed because I just express my feelings through songs. If they don't like me or my songs, then don't listen to my music.
Me: Yeah, you're right. They shouldn't judge you like that. Everybody experiences those kinds of relationships.
Taylor: Oh, are you broken hearted?
Me: No, in fact I'm taken. He's just so amazing. He checks if I.'m really okay, he's concerned. He always says he loves me.. and he says he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. I cam feel it, his love. Oh, I just can't compare him with anything else.
Taylor: Lucky you. Most guys aren't like that. They promise that they will love you forever but in reality they won't. It really hurts. I hope he is different.
Me: Yay! Thankies for your concern, Taylor. I hope you'll find a guy who won't cheat or lie to you. A guy who will love you and treat you like a princess. A guy who would want to marry you and grow old with you.
Taylor: Aww. Thank you for that.
Me: Can you sing for me?
Taylor: Sure. What song?
Me: Ours will do. And ooh, can you also sing Enchanted, 22, Teardrops On My Guitar, and Forever and Always. Pleaaaaaaaase?
Taylor: Okay, honey.
(sings)
Me: You're welcome. Uhmm.. can we end this conversation now? It's getting near 3:00 pm. I have to do some homeworks.
Taylor: You're funny. Bye, take care. Goodluck to your homeworks.
Me: Bye, Taylor. You really have an amazing voice! I love you.
Taylor: Thank you. I love you too.
Me: Take care. Keep safe.
Sabado, Nobyembre 30, 2013
Inferno at Cav Sci
Our school is just simple but somehow it has inferno or hell on it. I created the circles where the sinners or irresponsible students. Every circle has its own punishment. There are also facilitators in every circle.
Circle 1 (The Late Comers)
The gate is guarded by a man who checks the time when a student came in. He's listing everything. That guy has a swollen head. He's not really that ugly but... never mind.
That guy talks to the late comers. These students are required to write a 500-word essay about life and universe. If they'll be late again the next time, they'll be asked to write a 1000-word essay about the creation of the school and other non sense things.
Circle 2 (Students without IDs and Boys with long hairs)
These students are careless and irresponsible. The ID is the passport to cross the gooey river of mud and birds' poop. Eeeewww. To cross the river, the ID is given to a lady. She has a boat of thin wood. This boat has holes where the mud and poop enter. If the student has no ID, he is submerged in the river until the classes end.
The boys with long hairs are asked to go to the barber's house. The barber has a foul smell since water is absent in their house.
Circle 3 (Students without their home works)
Students who forgot their home works at home belong here. Usually, they didn't do their home works the other night. This students are punished by walking around the school from sunrise until sunset without any form of rest.
Circle 4 (The Bullies)
These students are judgmental. They only see the flaws of the others. Worms and insects are placed inside their mouths and their lips are sewn together so that they can't judge the others. These bullies are reported to the central hell.
Circle 5 (The Cheaters)
The most committed sin is cheating. No student passes without cheating. More and more students are being punished here. They take exams endlessly with their eyes shut so they can't see each other's answers.
Circle 6 (Class Cutters)
This is not common to all students. Playing outside the room when the teacher is out is a form of cutting classes. The students are asked to stay outside the school the whole day.
Circle 7 (War Freak Students)
These students violates the rule of the school---they shouldn't be fighting. Since they want war, they'll fight for their lives. They need to kill thousands of demons forever.
Circle 8 (Lazy Students)
Usually, these students have low grades. This is the result of their laziness in doing their home works. And since their lazy, they are told to sleep forever. If they wake up, a demon teacher will whip their backs.
Circle 9 (The Kick Outs)
These students violated the rules of the school. They have very low grades, their attitudes are the worst, and they did something against the school. As a punishment, they are kicked out of the school.
Circle 1 (The Late Comers)
The gate is guarded by a man who checks the time when a student came in. He's listing everything. That guy has a swollen head. He's not really that ugly but... never mind.
That guy talks to the late comers. These students are required to write a 500-word essay about life and universe. If they'll be late again the next time, they'll be asked to write a 1000-word essay about the creation of the school and other non sense things.
Circle 2 (Students without IDs and Boys with long hairs)
These students are careless and irresponsible. The ID is the passport to cross the gooey river of mud and birds' poop. Eeeewww. To cross the river, the ID is given to a lady. She has a boat of thin wood. This boat has holes where the mud and poop enter. If the student has no ID, he is submerged in the river until the classes end.
The boys with long hairs are asked to go to the barber's house. The barber has a foul smell since water is absent in their house.
Circle 3 (Students without their home works)
Students who forgot their home works at home belong here. Usually, they didn't do their home works the other night. This students are punished by walking around the school from sunrise until sunset without any form of rest.
Circle 4 (The Bullies)
These students are judgmental. They only see the flaws of the others. Worms and insects are placed inside their mouths and their lips are sewn together so that they can't judge the others. These bullies are reported to the central hell.
Circle 5 (The Cheaters)
The most committed sin is cheating. No student passes without cheating. More and more students are being punished here. They take exams endlessly with their eyes shut so they can't see each other's answers.
Circle 6 (Class Cutters)
This is not common to all students. Playing outside the room when the teacher is out is a form of cutting classes. The students are asked to stay outside the school the whole day.
Circle 7 (War Freak Students)
These students violates the rule of the school---they shouldn't be fighting. Since they want war, they'll fight for their lives. They need to kill thousands of demons forever.
Circle 8 (Lazy Students)
Usually, these students have low grades. This is the result of their laziness in doing their home works. And since their lazy, they are told to sleep forever. If they wake up, a demon teacher will whip their backs.
Circle 9 (The Kick Outs)
These students violated the rules of the school. They have very low grades, their attitudes are the worst, and they did something against the school. As a punishment, they are kicked out of the school.
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