Starting a new life in the same school was like the usual. I had these thoughts that things will be the same like before. I was inactive before, I don't care about my surroundings. But everything changed when I entered the Junior life.
It was boring the first time I went to our classroom. The faces were still the same, nothing's new. Except for the subjects and teachers. I knew my world would be rocked because I have realized that my classmates were kind of party rockers. And I'm right. Everyday was sort of funny, sarcastic, helpless, boring, and dramatic. I always end up smiling and laughing. I never thought of having this school year so much fuuuuuun!!!
Everything was magical, from June 6 up to now. I met new friends who changed me and made me a stronger person. Whenever I'm not feeling well, they're always there to cheer me up. But others are not in favor of me and my happiness. They tend to get mad everytime I smile. What's their problem? I have no idea.
As time passes by, Junior life gets complicated with the lessons, along with each personal problems. It was difficult at first but after some time, you'll realize it was nothing compared to others.
Self-confidence is always important to express your thoughts. Junior life is always challenging. You've gotta keep your feet on the ground and trust yourself.
Sabado, Pebrero 15, 2014
So Let's Just Laugh With Our Hearts Out And Forget Our Nonsense Fights
To my dearest Khyle,
It has been months since that day, that day when we became friends, and at the same time lovers. We're not really lovers, just between friends and lovers. I never thought of having you by my side. Who am I to have a strong and loving man? I don't know. I am so thankful He gave me you.
Things get complicated at times that we fight. It's always me who starts the fight. I'm stupid, bipolar, short-tempered, and attention seeker. Admit it or admit it, you know I'm right. It's always you who's apologizing, even if it's not your fault. I feel so sorry for you, my dearest.
I don't really like it when we fight. It hurts here, here on my heart. Deep inside there's a gush of conscience that knocks on it. I don't know what to do or what to feel. Sometimes I want you to be with me, because I miss you, a lot. Even after we said goodbye, still, I miss you.
You're too sweet to be my honey and I'm too old to be your baby. But you'll still and always be my honey. I'm sorry if I'm close with boys. Don't get me wrong. Even when I'm with them, I still think of you. What are you doing? Are you happy or down? Are you playing with Eilrohn again? Or sleeping? Maybe you're sick, or tired. Maybe you're depress or disappointed. A lot of things can happen when we are not together.
Everytime I hurt you, my heart floats on tears. I'm really sorry for every mistake I made. I promise to be a better girl for you, only for you. Koishiteru, honey. ^_^ <3
It has been months since that day, that day when we became friends, and at the same time lovers. We're not really lovers, just between friends and lovers. I never thought of having you by my side. Who am I to have a strong and loving man? I don't know. I am so thankful He gave me you.
Things get complicated at times that we fight. It's always me who starts the fight. I'm stupid, bipolar, short-tempered, and attention seeker. Admit it or admit it, you know I'm right. It's always you who's apologizing, even if it's not your fault. I feel so sorry for you, my dearest.
I don't really like it when we fight. It hurts here, here on my heart. Deep inside there's a gush of conscience that knocks on it. I don't know what to do or what to feel. Sometimes I want you to be with me, because I miss you, a lot. Even after we said goodbye, still, I miss you.
You're too sweet to be my honey and I'm too old to be your baby. But you'll still and always be my honey. I'm sorry if I'm close with boys. Don't get me wrong. Even when I'm with them, I still think of you. What are you doing? Are you happy or down? Are you playing with Eilrohn again? Or sleeping? Maybe you're sick, or tired. Maybe you're depress or disappointed. A lot of things can happen when we are not together.
Everytime I hurt you, my heart floats on tears. I'm really sorry for every mistake I made. I promise to be a better girl for you, only for you. Koishiteru, honey. ^_^ <3
Yours 'till eternity,
Xyrzazazaaa :)))
Sabado, Pebrero 1, 2014
Myself?
Am I special? Why or why not?
No, I'm not special. Maybe I am, but right now, I don't think I am. Some say I am special but I don't believe them. I don't know everything about myself yet. I'm still discovering it piece by piece. I'm not rushing myself. I just want to feel everything even the smallest piece because I won't be complete without it.
No, I'm not special. Maybe I am, but right now, I don't think I am. Some say I am special but I don't believe them. I don't know everything about myself yet. I'm still discovering it piece by piece. I'm not rushing myself. I just want to feel everything even the smallest piece because I won't be complete without it.
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