It has been months since that day, that day when we became friends, and at the same time lovers. We're not really lovers, just between friends and lovers. I never thought of having you by my side. Who am I to have a strong and loving man? I don't know. I am so thankful He gave me you.
Things get complicated at times that we fight. It's always me who starts the fight. I'm stupid, bipolar, short-tempered, and attention seeker. Admit it or admit it, you know I'm right. It's always you who's apologizing, even if it's not your fault. I feel so sorry for you, my dearest.
I don't really like it when we fight. It hurts here, here on my heart. Deep inside there's a gush of conscience that knocks on it. I don't know what to do or what to feel. Sometimes I want you to be with me, because I miss you, a lot. Even after we said goodbye, still, I miss you.
You're too sweet to be my honey and I'm too old to be your baby. But you'll still and always be my honey. I'm sorry if I'm close with boys. Don't get me wrong. Even when I'm with them, I still think of you. What are you doing? Are you happy or down? Are you playing with Eilrohn again? Or sleeping? Maybe you're sick, or tired. Maybe you're depress or disappointed. A lot of things can happen when we are not together.
Everytime I hurt you, my heart floats on tears. I'm really sorry for every mistake I made. I promise to be a better girl for you, only for you. Koishiteru, honey. ^_^ <3
Yours 'till eternity,
Xyrzazazaaa :)))
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