Butterflies In My Stomach

Yes, I've been in love, many times. How many? I can't remember hahaha.  I've been broken most of the time, but I stayed strong. Mother says that crushes are just for inspiration. But how if I'm desperate? She says I'm too young for that. I agree. I'm young but I can't help it. It's not my intention to fall. In these days, I'm in love. I don't know how or why. Being in love is the sweetest thing one can feel and experience. It's like contentment. I wake up every morning with that excitement to see my crush. I like the butterflies in my stomach whenever I see him. My crossed mind when he said Hi. I'm always tongue-tied when he talks with me. So I can't reply when he asks, or even say a sweet Hi or a simple Goodbye. I just want to stay in this feeling forever, where he approaches me everytime he see me.

Love is the feeling that every teenager has. It can be a love for a friend, a crush, or someone special to her. It's very common for a teen to be in love. For me, love is unexplained. Yes we feel it, but it's one of the things one can't explain. It takes time for a person to explain this feeling. But that time won't be enough. Love's just the crazy feeling I have when I meet him, when I chat with him, when he said Hi, or Goodbye. I'm flattered.

I would love a boy because that's just how I feel for him. I won't let that feeling fade. I'll tell him how I feel for him. I know that the possibility of rejection is high but, I'll still try. But wait, if he's the one who would confess first I'll confess too. I'll give him trust because I believe in him. I do look for some characteristics but that's not necessary. As long as I love him then I don't care about his imperfections. I want him to be friendly with my friends. I want him t be responsible and caring. I also want him to be sweet. So sweet I'll blush everytime he chats with me. I like it when he's a gentleman. A boy who would wait for me, a boy who would do everything that's good for me. Because I want to feel safe everytime we're together. Coz I want to feel his love everytime he stands for me. But I know that he doesn't have those things but still, I love him. I don't care about his dark side or whatsoever. I appreciate his efforts and I give him space. He'll be my inspiration so I can improve my studies.

I know this sounds so flirty. It's just the way I express my emotions. I know I'm afraid to show the others my love for him but I hope that this counts. I know time will come for us to be together, and I'll wait for that.